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I write a lot. Every seconds, every hours, every day, every month. But I realize you won't come back.

2010-12-23

Aku Tidak Tahu



             Sejujurnya, aku tidak tahu. Kenapa kita bertemu dahulu. Sekarang, aku benar - benar tidak tahu. Kau mengutip aku kembali setelah peristiwa itu. Namun, di sebaliknya, terkeluar satu fakta yang benar - benar merenggut jiwa gadis aku. Sangat pedih. Sangat perit. Sangat duka. 


           Aku bodoh. Amat sangat. Kau membalas perbuatan aku yang hanya sedikit itu jika dibandingkan dengan balas dendam yang kau tuangkan mencurah - curah ke arah aku. bukan seorang. tapi TIGA orang kau heret ke kancah ini. Aku sangat sakit. 


          Untuk pengetahuan kau, aku tidak tahu. Apa yang patut aku buat.    

2010-12-19

Vanessa Hudgens - Come Back To Me


Everyday I try to play another game
But my heart can't take it
I try to find another boy
But all the while I can't face it

Why do I miss you so much?
I wanna stop to turn inside
Oh baby please
Give us one more try

I see you out with all your friends
Laughing it up as you pretend
To have a good time
I know 'cause I'm living the same life

So I'm about to got to say
We can't keep living this same way
So I'll be the one
Yeah I'll say it, I'll say it, I'll say it, I'll say it again

Baby come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be
Together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
Love baby
Come back

I wanna call, but then I stall
'Cause after all, I just couldn't take it
'Cause if your play was to push me away
You know that day, my heart you'd break it

I know we made a mistake
Can't you stop your foolish pride
And come back to me?
Let's try, let's try, let's try, let's try it again

Baby come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be
Together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
Love baby
Come back

You know you miss your Baby V
And I can see that you think about me
So why do you act like you don't care
Like all this love between us isn't there

I know that you're upset
I know I did you wrong
I know that you want me to pay for all the pain I've caused
But in the end it all comes down to just one thing
It's you and me
So I sing

Baby come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be
Together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
Love baby
Come back

Mike Posner - Please Don't Go

Please Don't Go




Just run away
From these lies
Back to yesterday
Safe tonight
I feel the sun creeping up like tik tok
I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not
We'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
Yeah you got me begging begging baby please don't go
If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here
I don't know
If you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm gonna find you
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't
Baby please don't
Baby please don't runaway
From my bed and start another day
Stay instead
I feel the sun creeping up like tik tok
I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not
We'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked
Yeah you got me begging begging baby please don't go

If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here
I don't know
If you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm gonna find you
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't
Baby please don't
I stay running from tomorrow
I stay running from tomorrow
Well I stay running from tomorrow
Said I stay running from tomorrow
Baby please don't go (please don't go)
If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here
I don't know
If you feel the way I do
If you leave I'm gonna find you (I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gonna find you)
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't go go go go (don't leave me, leave me)
Baby please don't go go go go
Baby please don't
Baby please don't
Runaway

2010-12-17

Awak Tak Silap, Saya Yang Salah




                         Semalam Mei Ling memang bersalah. Sangat bersalah. Dia dah bertungkus lumus memohon maaf. Pelbagai ayat telah diluahkan. Telah disusun. Memujuk Ah Chai yang sangat terluka. Mei Ling memang diselubungi rasa sedih.


                        Ah Chai, dia memang sangat penyabar. Menjaga hati Mei Ling dengan penuh kasih sayang. Tidak pernah berkira dalam menaburkan cinta. Mei Ling memang jahat. kasih yang dihulurkan Ah Chai hanya dipandang enteng. Senang - senang saja dia memandang lelaki lain, senyum gatal, menggoda walau Ah Chai ada di sebelah dirinya saat itu.


                      Amarah menguasai diri. Sewenang - wenangnya Mei Ling berbuat begitu. Apa salah Ah Chai?. Dia tidak pernah cuba dengan sengaja melukakan hati Mei Ling. Serta - merta Ah Chai mengeluarkan telefon bimbit, mula menghantar pesanan ringkas kepada gadis -gadis skandal. katanya " depan mata u juga i curang sekarang!".


                    Curangnya sehingga ke tahap tersalah hantar pesanan yang patut dihantar kepada gadis lain kepada Mei Ling. Sehingga ke  hari ini, curangnya masih berleluasa. Ah Chai, dia memang layak berbuat begitu. Membalas semua perbuatan Mei Ling. Tapi, caranya itu hanya akan membuat banyak jiwa terluka lebih dalam. Seperti Li yang dulu pernah berskandal dengan Ah Chai. Li terluka kerana Ah Chai seperti mempergunakannya untuk membuat Mei LIng bersedih.


                 Malam ini, sedu sedan Mei Ling semakin lebat. Sudah habis upaya dia memujuk. Setulusnya, hanya Ah Chai yang paling dia kasihi. Paling dia dambakan dalam setiap malam. Mei Ling hanya nakal. Tidak pernah terniat pun untuk merobek hati Ah Chai begitu.


               Ah Chai dan Mei Ling. Sudah banyak perkara yang mereka lalui bersama. Terlalu banyak. Dan Mei Ling masih berdoa agar hati Ah Chai terbuka menerima kata - kata maaf yang tulus dari jiwa itu.


          



2010-12-05

Menunggu Kopi Janda Larut dalam Teko



Mengungkap kata cinta memang indah,
tapi itu sebelum kau redah,
setelah nafsu kau puas sudah.


manisnya berjalan berpegangan tangan,
malangnya muncul pelbagai halangan,
akhirnya aku yang hidup dalam bayangan.


seringkali wajahmu ingin ku tatap,
namun perangaimu membuatku tersentap,
terjelepok aku jatuh dan meratap.


di atas katil aku berlingkar,
menenang diri selepas kita bertengkar,
tampaknya janji semua kau ingkar.